Saturday, 25 August 2012

A little bit of a personal post, no stories here today.

Hey everyone. No stories or anything for today. This one is more of a personal post. I know this blog is supposed to be about my stories, but I think I'm entitled to a little bit of a personal moment from time to time, right? Not such a hard thing to ask for, right? Anyways some of you might know I've been going through a lot lately. It's been a little hard on me. As always, I turn to music for comfort. Here's a song that seemed to help when I was in one of those bad moods.

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight. I'm beginning to see the light.
Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight. But I think I'll be alright.

To anyone that I'm close to in real life that is concerned enough to care about what I'm going through, just know that I appreciate that care and concern. More than you know. But I think I'll be alright. And I will be. Just give me time. I promise you, I will be.

Monday, 20 August 2012

Just a little question for everyone here.

Hey readers, I'd like to know what anyone's opinions were on me writing a short children's book. A short, simple little read. Textbook hero's story most likely. You know, boy/girl begins his/her journey to becoming like his/her favourite hero as a child. But overtime, he/she kinda sees that being a hero meant more than just fighting monsters and wearing a cape, so to speak. He/she learns what being a true hero meant. Typical story, simple and easy to follow.

It just occurred to me just how much of a fan of the classic "hero overcomes adversity and earns his happy ending, the end" story archetype that I am. My usual stories involve dark heroes, a lot of self-conflict and usually bittersweet endings. Hero dies, someone sacrifices himself so everyone else can live happily ever after. I always do that because I believe no story truly has a perfect happy ending. There's always scars, casualties, always. And I always make it bittersweet because I like the idea of an untainted legacy. Dying a hero so that memory of the hero makes it's impact on the world on what a true hero would sacrifice for the good of others. He will forever be remembered as a legend, standing proudly in gleaming silver armour, sword in hand and a shield raised to protect the innocent and the weak. Death has immortalized him as that. Never would he be seen as a weak old man, bedridden by disease or crippled by old wounds of battle. His image will forever remain of that strong man, standing tall against evil and injustice.

But despite all that, I want to bring myself back to my roots. Back to the bare basics. Back to the first kind of hero story I ever heard. Where the hero is the truest of their kind. Arbiters of light, defenders of the weak and innocent. Shining beacons of hope to all who see them. Where they battle evil, conquer it and live happily ever after with those they love, the people that make standing up and fighting colossal demons and hordes of dark soldiers worthwhile.

Just because no happy ending is truly all happy, it doesn't mean I can't write one. After all, children don't need the conflict and drama that I put into my usual stories.

All they want to read about is a hero beating the odds and earning their happily ever after.
For once, maybe I should write about a happy ending like that. A happy ending in the most pristine sense. No scars from the battle, no death and sorrow, no sacrifice, no bittersweet victory.

Just a tired hero, going home to the people he loves most and enjoying the peace he sought his whole life.

Sound like a good idea? Comment ideas and opinions, would ya guys? =)

Thursday, 16 August 2012

I'll be home soon, guys.

Today was my first and last performance with the Drama Club. With everything that's going on in my life right now, I needed to leave to get my shit in order and sort out my own personal matters. It's only been a few hours since I officially ended my tenure with them and I already miss them so dearly. I saw juniors crying cuz their beloved seniors leaving. (not me, the juniors weren't all that close to me, but they did start crying a little harder when I said I was leaving too.)

The performance was great, and no matter what anyone says, I say we did a bang up job. After the performance, I went down to the studio to see people crying and hugging. I finally revealed to those that didn't know (a lot of people didn't know) and got my fair share of hugs and goodbyes too. It really broke my heart to see just how badly leaving affected them.

Needless to say, tonight (the night of the performance) was filled with tweets and posts about how much we love the club and how we were gonna be reciting lines and quotes from the shows for the next few like weeks or so. I can honestly say I can't listen to my Halo 2 soundtrack without thinking of the performance and how much I miss the drama club. I was so proud of the juniors, they proved me oh-so-right when they showed just how talented and amazing they were. And the seniors, well what can I say? They performed with all the grace and commitment to character that one would expect from such seasoned and talented performers.

I hope the shit in my life blows over soon, cuz till it does I can't return. I don't know how I'll get through the week without all the craziness and oddities of drama that I've become so accustomed to in the past few months. Not being able to see them, to get my customary hugs that always make me that little bit better when I had a crap day. It's gonna be a long and hard ride to the day I get back, but I just hope when I do, there's still a spot with my name on it in the club. Cuz even though I'm no actor, I can't act at all, I've found a little bit of a home within this big bunch of nutty actors and actresses. And now that I've left, I count the days till I can come back.

It's not goodbye,
It's not even farewell,
It's just a "see you later" is all.
(Quoted by a friend who, sadly, had to leave as well.)

And I will see you all later, hopefully real soon.
I'll always be there for all of you if you guys need anything. So even when I'm gone, a small part of me will be there with you all. And the second you all need help, I'll be right there to lend a hand.

To any of you from drama that may read my blog in future, I love you guys so so much and I await that fateful day when this big teddy bear comes home.




Saturday, 11 August 2012

City of Sin




I like songs like this in my darker moods, I've plenty more that are way heavier for when someone really pisses me off or I have a seriously shit week, but right now I'm in just a bad mood for no real reason, so here's something that isn't as heavy and in your face as some of my other music. It helped inspire my newest addition, Demonspawn (Check out the previous post)

Can't wait to continue that one. But I really gotta be in a dark mood to write it :/

Demonspawn


Ever heard of evil incarnate?
Ever thought it could exist in reality?
Guess what, sweetheart. It does exist. And I’m it.

Yeah, I’m a demon. Don’t sound so surprised, we’re everywhere. You poor mortals just don’t know it. That hot girl on the street? Yeah, a succubus. She’ll gladly do all the things you thought of doing to her in your head. But you won’t make it through the night alive, I’ll tell you that. Maybe those punks that stole your bike last week? Yeah, minions. They’re cheeky and hard to keep in one place at a time, but harmless most of the time. These few are the lesser demons. They’re no big deal. Most mortals don’t ever get the chance to worry about any of the bigger demons.

Well, that’s about to change a whole lot in a really short time…

My name’s Drakonika, well I was created with that name. Most people in the daylight call me Drake. Despite being only several hundred years old, I’m still schooling. No, I didn’t redo high school again and again for the fun of it, that’s just plain stupid. I could have done something more productive with my time. I spent the last three centuries in Hell, fighting and surviving. Finally, I got out. Yeah, I escaped Hell. Seriously, it’s not that hard. The gatekeeper’s a tough nut, but a good sword arm and three centuries of nothing but constant battle in the lowest levels of Hell do make for a good training regimen.

This mortal world is gonna take some getting used to, you can’t stab anyone and everyone here. There are “social conventions” and “laws” that don’t let you do the sort of stuff that is common practice in that Hellhole. Killing, maiming, stealing, all illegal. Stupid mortals. But I don’t want to call any attention to myself. If I get dragged back to Hell, I’ll be in for an eternity of the most miserable and torturous existence imaginable. In fact, not even something imaginable. Demons down there, especially the Painmasters, don’t have the mortal inhibitions of the mind. They are twisted, sick and sadistic beyond mortal comprehension. And I’m in for some of the worst of it if I was caught.

Imagine my horror when I find out a new Demon Lord has ascended. And he’s looking at some new property placement. MY property. Here, on Earth. By the time the Angels get down here to reclaim their “precious land” made for the race that was “flawed by choice but perfect in practice”, millions would be dead. Not to mention I’d not only lose my new home, but I’d get dragged back to Hell if his troops found my horns.

Not an option.

If you think this is gonna be a tale of how a demon finds the good inside him and sheds his horns for good to live happily ever after, I’d like to stop you right here and direct you over to another book. One with a happy ending and a nice, wholesome story. This is gonna be anything but wholesome. Shit is gonna hit the fan more than once. Blood and guts everywhere. Things are gonna go down in the worst ways. So if you made it this far and you’re ready for a story that is more realistic, as far as realistic goes with angels and demons for your mortal minds, then here you go boys and girls.

Demonspawn.

I sat on the ledge of the skyscraper, dressed in my customary full black, sword slung over my shoulder and throwing knives tucked away underneath my hoody. Being a demon, I only needed to eat and sleep once every few months, so that’s twelve hours of darkness to kill. What better way than to make use of the restless nature I was created with?

I hunt demons, other than myself. It’s like a strange sport that has developed within the earthbound demons’ community. With demons escaping left, right and centre from the Gates of Hell, we gotta keep the numbers down. If a demon deserves to live here on Earth, he’ll keep his head low and out of trouble’s way. But there’s always a numbskull or two that think their demonic strength, speed and powers make them gods. And if they attract attention to themselves, it’s not long before angels crack down on the city. Or worse, if hellknights do it. So we police ourselves. As soon as night falls, we hunt. Crime lords, petty criminals, terrorist cells, crooked businessman, paid-off politicians, all ripe for the picking. Sounds like I’m a goddamn saint for doing it right?

Well if getting paid in money and powers still counts for it, then yeah I’m a bonafide Mother Teresa.
Demons of desire often pay for the destruction or capture of souls. Some pay in mortal cash. A lot of it. Some pay in soul shards, a more… demonic form of currency. And some pay in demon essence. Rare essences extracted from a demon before death, only powerful demons are given powers and extracting the essence of one is no small feat. But absorbing it means all new abilities. Imagine that?

But those always come with a catch. You don’t hunt little snatch thieves or cripple a con-man for those. Hell no. Those contracts are usually put out on greater demons. Demons have multiple horn sets according to their caste.

No horns are pathetic weak demons like minions and grunts.

Two horns are ordinary, the bulk of the population of Hell, like myself.

Four horns are usually powerful warriors or hunters, accomplished in the art of killing.

Six usually denotes greater demons,  they’ve been around for millennia.

Eight horns are Archdemons. Generals of the Demon lords. They could crush an army in the blink of an eye.

Ten horns are only reserved for Demon lords. Only three live. Four, now that there’s a newly ascended one. They have been clawing their way through Hell since the dawn of time.

Contracts with powers usually mean killing a greater demon. Not an easy task for a two-horn like myself.

My cell phone rang through my black jeans as the sounds of the ever-bustling city surrounded me.

“Drake, got a contract for you. Big pay off.”

“You’ve got my attention, as always. What’s the pay-off, Phil?”

“An essence. Pyrokinesis.”

“Woah woah woah, hold on. What’s the catch?”

“Six-horns. Before you say no, just hear me out alright?”

“You better be sending a small company along with me. Or maybe a couple of tanks.”

“The contract was put out ten minutes ago. Every Hunter within a five mile radius is gonna be running for this one.”

“So? If they’re tired of living, let em screw themselves over. I’m perfectly at ease not getting myself ripped limb from limb.”

“Or you could use this as your chance to take him whiles he’s weak.”

“Phil, that four-horn nearly ripped my head clean off my neck two weeks ago. You want me to risk a six-horn like him? He’ll erase my sorry ass from existence.”

“Alright, your choice.  I’m not the hunter here. But its pyrokinesis, rare ability.”

I bit my lip, it would be worth it. Really worth it. It was a rare and powerful ability. Control of fire.

“I’ll do it. Upload the contract.”

“That’s my boy! The go-getter, the hunter, the eye of the tiger, the-“

“Dude, please shut up. I swear, say one more thing and the first thing I burn down is your house.”

Silence pervaded the call before the receiver on the other end clicked and the call ended.

Heh. Phil was always such a goof.