Hey dear readers!
Remember a while back, where I said I was writing in another blog as a form of emotional venting? I think you'll see it some posts back. In any case, good news!
I won't be writing in it any more. Maybe someday when I need it again, I'll open it up and start writing in it again, but right now I think it's time to cut the chord. It's time to drop that emotional crutch. I don't think I need it anymore. Either my problems got lighter, or I got stronger, or something happened, but I just... Well I feel I shouldn't write in it or even read past posts in it anymore. The reasons are twofold, really.
The first is because although writing in it helped me to vent and get my emotions out there without bothering anyone or burdening others with it, reading it all again brings back memories. Some good, some bad, all kind of painful. I don't want to fall back into that state, I really don't. And I know, as much as I want to read those posts, I can't because if I do, I just might. I have enough to deal with right now, I don't think slipping into that state again will help one bit.
The second is because I want to concentrate my writing on this blog again. I spent a very long period neglecting this blog, which I've grown rather attached to not only as a tool to use as a writer, but as an extension of my creativity. It's time I came back to this blog, start writing again, start posting again, start giving my readers more frequency and quality. They deserve it, you deserve it. So for your benefit, for my own benefit as a writer and just as me, Siegius, The Fragmented Storyteller, as a person, I'm closing the chapter on my other blog. It's been a good emotional crutch, it got me through a particularly rough patch. Maybe someday, I'll make it public. When all of this is over, so my friends and loved ones, the people that have been helping me through this rough time, will know what I faced. But hopefully I won't be needing it for a while, I wanna be strong enough to move on, to move forward, without it. It served it's purpose, but looking back on it will only be counter productive.
So I bid my other blog, A Big Bin For My Thoughts, a fond and well-deserved farewell. And thank you.
So hopefully now you guys will see more writing and of better quality as well here!
Wednesday, 19 September 2012
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Strange, I thought I'd left my comment here ages ago... Technology doesn't like me much, it seems.
Anyway good to know that you're getting back on your feet and that you're probably throwing your problems away too.
May Hellewise light your path.
My dear, my problems have not left me. I just feel that it is time to stop relying on a blog no one has ever read, I know not if I am getting stronger or my problems get easier. And my path ahead is treacherous and dark still. But I have a bright Lantern with me. They are called my friends, and they truly are the light to my very dark world. Especially a very strange girl that I met a while back, she gave me the match when my Lantern grew dark. If that odd girl is reading this right now, I want her to know that she did a lot to help me. Were it not for her, I'd still be swallowed up in depths of darkness even I never knew. I owe her so much, she really has been a great blessing to me, a little guardian angel if you will. I only hope she is there for me when I need her most, which may be soon.
Well, stranger, it seems that you may need to raise that lantern a bit higher then. The roads ahead are paved with sharp glass, and it's up to you to keep walking or not. This girl... She sounds interesting. :)
May Hellewise be with you.
Sharp glass, thorns, dark pits and ravenous creatures the likes of which I've never even imagined in my worst nightmares. But still I feel safe, knowing my Lantern is there to guide me to safety. I may walk the path alone, but I can see the familiar footsteps beside me. There are angels standing with me every step of the way. One is this interesting little girl :) That is all I need for me to know I can keep walking without failing. I know not of who Hellewise is, but whoever she may be I hope she guides me to safety. And whatever angels that may watch over you, I pray they do so vigilantly. May they guide and protect you as I'm sure mine do with me :)
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